Dear PhD.,

I feel exhilarated when I make an argument. It helps the imposter syndrome to subside for a few minutes or hours sometimes even the whole day. But time is not on my side (or I made fun of time too many days and now I suffer for it).
And the more time I have with you, the more I will have to do. So I will spend all my energy to get rid of you now and then try and remember the good times.

M